K.M. (Most Terrible God)

Seconds come and seconds go
In decay´s silent flow
Don´t you ever question me or...
You will reveal my vanity

Used as a bait for mercy
I am undignified
Why don´t you dare to show me
The White Light

Kill me -
come for me, come...
Kill me !

Get me out of here... Get me out !

I am nothing more but dirt
The curse upon us all
There is no time left for piety
When the SAVIOUR takes his toll

I have never had my chance
I was never meant to be
Why don´t you dare to show me
The White Light

Pilgrimage

These days are burning down
Every death is an end in the race
- no arrival

These lives - just ripples
In the stunning widths of space
- slipping away

This march will never end
Every stop is a death deep within
- deep within

It is a WAR over years and years
It is a WAR...

Passion in every step
Every month is a part of the circle
- no arriving

Counting your mirthfull days
Every year is a march round the wheel
- on and on

And when there is nothing left to light these worlds
I will be right at your side
I will be there in time
In time...

Marching on...

Travel - Arrival
Together we will drown
In the river of your transciency (You will see...)

The Flesh Divine

"Man doth not yield him to the angels, nor unto death utterly,
save only through the weakness of his feeble will" -Joseph Glanvill-

Someone told me there is a war within
And the wor(l)d became flesh
Someone told me about a handmade sin
Denying all you once confessed

Don´t bow to me
Don´t worship me
We are torn apart by silver lunacy
Because weak I am
As weak as no man has been before
Don´t you pray anymore...

And you will never be the same again
(Non-believers raze the stray)
And you will never be the same again
(No longer will your faith remain)

Someone told me it is worth crying for
Any grace is built on lies
Making love with defiled angels
Your tongue in mine

I saw YOU in my darkest dreams
Gliding into a sea of snakes
I saw the flesh divine
And the flesh became spirit

FLESH !

Someday

Across the sea, across the waves - foaming waves of time
Bound to these earthly shores we are lost - surrender to our fate...our fate
Waiting for some changing TIDE - deep inside
Will we remain forever here - alone within ourselves ?

And now the tide is coming in
The rolling, crushing waves
Deep waters rising high
Take me away ...

Someday
You will find the undertow - all the secret streams below
Someday
You will find the rivers flow - follow me - just let things go

Resting here inside these walls - shrouding walls within
This temple of my inner thoughts - a vanished place to stay

Rolling - crushing - deep waters rising high...

This is not...

When something stains your pride
And leaves you back with despite
Your vain attempts to blank it out
Troubled, in a state of doubt

Both inside and outside
Demons stalk your hide
No chance for you to get away
Without their affliction

Everything you ever wanted
They turn into hideous shards...

They are haunting your thoughts now
They are probing your soul
Examine with indifferent eyes
How you are WRITHING in shame

(But) This is not my burden
(But) This is not my cross

For it...
Keeps me away, keeps me away ...
Keeps me away, keeps me away ...

(But) This is not my burden
- bathe in desire
(But) This is not my cross

Eyelids open and in peace
You are staring ahead

Haunting me...

Suzanne

Release me - don´t hide in the shadows all the time
Release me - love me under a bloodred sky

Believe me - devotion purifies your mind
Believe me - leave it all far behind

Suzanne - would you die with me - Suzanne
Suzanne - whatever will be - Suzanne
Kiss me !

Mistreat me - DELIVERANCE cuts so deep
Mistreat me - just give me what I need

Suzanne - world is open wide - Suzanne
Suzanne - (but) I feel cold inside - Suzanne
So cold...

Can´t you hear my calling ?
Baise-moi !

Suzanne - the sky is still red - Suzanne
Suzanne - and world is dead - Suzanne

(Would you die ? Would you die with me?)

Suzanne - what have we become ?

Demons

Summer has gone and winter is near
If life means hope then hope means fear
Beloved soul...
Enslavement is close at hand

...end...end...end....

Crawl on your knees, little scum
Sanity´s fool - obey your sons
Elysian wounds...
Embraced by solitude

Aahh - with cold blank eyes
Aahh - with an empty smile

(Here are) your demons
Your clandestine demons
Yearning for a sign...
Your demons
Your clandestine demons
...to sneak up from behind...
Here they are...

Aahh - with cold blank eyes
Aahh - with an empty smile

Elusive cries from a distant prey
Deceiver´s LAMB in the heart of dismay.....dismay....

Face all your demons

Ligeia
Inspired by E.A. Poe

Dear child, are you scared tonight ?
Your body is trembling
Dear child, you are a tragic bride
With a blemished mind

Dear soul, I will take you
To the very ends of the earth
Dear soul I will break you
The marble BREED is mine

"Out - out are the lights - out all!
And over each quivering form,
The curtain, a funeral pall,
Comes down with the rush of a storm,..."

Dear worm, are you strong enough ?
I will defy you
Dear worm, I will rise up high
From the glowing embers

"... And the angels , all pallid and wan,
Uprising, unveiling, affirm
That the play is the tragedy, "Man",
And its hero the conqueror Worm."

SeeTheTruth

I am the fire of the earth
The inner stream of burning blood
A grain of sand - the fastest stone
I am the fertile soil below
I am dreadful like a violent gale
And gentle like a summer breeze
I am the changing, rushing tide
The tears you try to hide

You longed for me in deepest seas
On mountains high
But still you cannot...
You longed for me inside the earth
Beyond the moon
And still you cannot...

(But) I see the truth
I can see, I see right through you

I am the sun - promising life
The blue and hopeful morn
I am the waning moon above
Cold shadow of the night

Your MANIA, your greed, your anger, your conquest
Your hate and your needs - I will have none

T.o O.ur D.enial

The art of losing is not hard to learn
To lose, forget, and leave behind
Forget one moment, never to return
Surreptitiously declined.

The first cut is the deepest, so they say,
The anger of an anxious mind
Once acquainted with this constant loss
It leaves you without clues behind

I lost the reason, lost the thought,
lost the sense it almost got
forgot the reason why to yearn;
accepting to unlearn.

Down, down we glide
Downgrade our inner pride
Down, down the spiral
To our denial...

A million memories quietly steal away
Without us knowing they are gone
All they leave us is a BLEARY sense
That something totally went wrong

Fade To Grey

51.51.51. (Outro)